<p><a href="https://www.patreon.com/beccabellamy/posts?tag=college%20changes%20everythin">Click here</a> to read the previous parts of the story.</p><p><img data-media-id="32299486" src="/31/02/3102563e4639f840c5fabc279401de07e886e55dd9f590589428183860ae44b4.jpg"></p><p>“Where are we going?” Joel asked as he and Julia walked through the mall.</p><p>“Victoria’s Secret,” she answered.</p><p>Joel felt a rush of excitement. “Really? That’s amazing,” he said.</p><p>Julia smiled and took Joel’s hand in hers. “I think you might be misunderstanding why we’re here, honey.”</p><p>She stopped walking and held both of Joel’s hands. Julia looked into his eyes and said, “Quinn and I are going to have sex and we’re here so I can buy something pretty to wear for him.”</p><p>Joel felt like he’d been kicked in the chest. For a few moments, he had trouble breathing. He couldn’t speak.</p><p>Julia caressed his face. “I know it’s hard to hear,” she said. Her voice was soft and soothing. “But it can’t be that surprising, honey. After all, Quinn and I have been officially dating for almost a month now. I wouldn’t be much of a girlfriend if I refused to have sex with him, would I?”</p><p>“Julia, are you sure about this? Isn’t this going too far?” Joel pleaded as they stood in the middle of the mostly empty mall.</p><p>Julia smiled and caressed his face again. She pulled his lips to hers for a slow, soft kiss. “This is exactly where things need to go, Joel,” she said. “You and I are different, and that’s good. You don’t mind not having sex with someone else before we get married. I do. You know I love you like crazy, but I want to experience another man before I commit to one person for the rest of my life.”</p><p>“But it’s our freshman year. You have so much time to experience another man. Couldn’t you wait a little longer?” Joel pleaded. He knew his argument didn’t really make sense. There wasn’t any real difference between Julia having sex with someone else now and doing it two years from now. It might actually be worse if she waited. All Joel could think about was that he didn’t want his girlfriend to have sex with someone else.</p><p>“Joel, honey, I want to have sex with Quinn,” Julia said in a soft, kind voice. “He wants to have sex with me, too. He’s made that clear, and as much fun as I’m having with him, I want more. I want to have sex with him. I want to see what it’s like to have him inside me. I want to see what he’s like as a lover.”</p><p>“Do you want to see if he’s different than I am?” Joel asked.</p><p>Julia’s smile was sweet and sympathetic. “I do, Joel. I’m curious. I really am. I want to have sex for the pleasure of it, of course, but I also want to know what it’s like with someone knew. Think of it as a science experiment.”</p><p>For most of Julia’s exploration, Joel had managed to stave off any sort of jealousy. It helped that she almost always came to him after a date with Quinn – though that wasn’t happening quite as often in the last month – and that they still had plenty of sex.</p><p>He wasn’t staving off the jealousy now, though. It was close to all-encompassing. The strange thing was, on some level he understood Julia’s desire. He didn’t feel a need to experience sex with someone else, but he understood why she might want that. He believed her when she said it would ultimately make their relationship better. Now, though, he’d begun to worry that it would simply end their relationship.</p><p>“Was it too much to bring you to the mall?” Julia asked. “Should I have just done this part myself?”</p><p>The answer probably should have been a resounding ‘Yes,’ but Joel actually liked that she’d brought him along. He liked that Julia wasn’t hiding this from him. He knew it was strange beyond belief to go lingerie shopping so his girlfriend could look sexy for someone else, but he took it as a sign that she was being honest when she said she loved him and that she wanted to be with him. She was just exploring and she wanted him to be a part of that, too.</p><p>“No,” Joel said. “I know it’s a little weird, but I like that you asked me to come along. Let’s go. I won’t be weird, I promise.”</p><p>He took Julia’s hand and they walked into the Victoria’s Secret to go lingerie shopping so she could seduce her other boyfriend.</p><p><br></p><p>After trying on a dozen options at Victoria’s Secret, Julia went with a classy, exceptionally sexy black lace bra and panty set with a matching garter belt and black lace top stockings.</p><p>“Quinn has a lot more experience than I do and I figure he might like a more sophisticated look,” she said after emerging from the dressing room in the black lingerie.</p><p>Joel felt strange saying it, but he agreed. “That’s the one,” he said.</p><p>Now they were back in her room as she was getting ready for her date with Quinn. She wore a tight, low cut black dress with the lingerie underneath. Her hair was pinned up in an elegant style.</p><p>“You look incredible,” Joel said. Jealousy roiled inside him. Part of him hated that his girlfriend was doing all this to have sex with another man. Part of him hoped she would do this, get it out of her system, and then they could go back to dating like a normal couple.</p><p>“Thank you, Joel. I appreciate that. I hope Quinn feels the same way,” Julia said as she looked at herself in the mirror.</p><p>Joel sensed a hint of insecurity coming from her. He walked over to his girlfriend and put his arms around her from behind. </p><p>He looked at her in the mirror and said, “You’re beautiful beyond words, Julia, and you already know that Quinn likes you. What are you worried about?”</p><p>It felt so strange to be helping his girlfriend calm her nerves before she left to have sex with another guy.</p><p>Julia wriggled free from Joel’s grasp and turned around. She kissed him softly and looked up at him. “What if he doesn’t like having sex with me? What if I’m a disappointment to him? We haven’t talked numbers or anything, but I know he has a lot more experience than I do. What if it’s boring or bad?”</p><p>Joel felt an overwhelming sense of sympathy for his girlfriend. He’s rarely seen her so vulnerable and insecure.</p><p>“As someone with a great deal of experience in having sex with you, I can tell you that the outcome you’re imagining is literally impossible.”</p><p>Julia smiled and rested her head against his chest.</p><p>Joel caressed her blonde hair as he continued. “I mean it, Julia. You’re incredible in bed. I know I don’t have a lot of experience either, but I don’t need lots of experience to know that having sex with you is genuinely mind-blowing. Quinn’s going to love it, I promise.”</p><p>As he held Julia in a tight hug, Joel considered the utter, absolute insanity of what he’d just done. He could have used Julia’s insecurity as an opportunity to try and scuttle this whole thing. He could have tried to convince her to give up on the idea of dating Quinn and having sex with other people before they got married.</p><p>He couldn’t do it, though. He just couldn’t. He knew Julia needed this. He knew she needed to explore something new. More than anything, he wanted her to be happy.</p><p>“Thank you, Joel. You’re an incredible boyfriend,” Julia said before she gave him a light kiss on the lips. “That’s why you’re the one I want to marry.”</p><p>“After you explore, of course,” Joel said before smiling at his girlfriend.</p><p>“Yes, after I explore. Speaking of which, it’s time for me to go.”</p><p>Joel’s heart pounded. His girlfriend was about to have sex with someone else. Before the night was over, he was merely going to be her first, not her only sexual partner.</p><p>“Will I see you later tonight?” he asked.</p><p>“No. Unless it’s a disaster, I’m going to spend the night at Quinn’s place.”</p><p>Joel was crestfallen, but he tried his best to hide it. “Tomorrow, then?”</p><p>“Absolutely,” Julia said as she moved closer and gave Joel a long, sensual kiss. “I promise. I’ll see you tomorrow.”</p><p><br></p><p>Joel kicked his roommate out the minute Julia’s text arrived the next morning. She was coming over and he wanted to be alone with her.</p><p>He opened the door to see her smiling brightly. She was in the same outfit from the night before, though he noticed a run in her stocking.</p><p>Joel stepped aside and Julia slipped past him into the dorm room. He noticed a joyful bounce in her step.</p><p>Joel wasn’t quite sure how to start a conversation about his girlfriend’s sexual encounter with another man, so he just blurted it out. “So, how did it go?”</p><p>Julia spun around and smiled joyfully. She jumped up and down a little bit. She bunched up her fists and then ran her hands down the front of her dress.</p><p>“It was incredible, Joel. It really was. I don’t even know how to explain it. It was so good.”</p><p>In that moment, Joel realized he’d been secretly hoping for it to be terrible. If Quinn had been a terrible lover or Julia hadn’t enjoyed it one bit, it would have solved his problems. This was a different outcome, though.</p><p>Julia rushed over to him and pulled Joel to her for a passionate kiss. Her hands moved fervently over his body and her tongue pushed into his mouth. He was aroused in seconds.</p><p>“I know I was nervous before I left, but you were right. Quinn loved it too. I mean, we had sex four times, so he must have loved it, right?”</p><p>“I’d say that’s a good way to measure his enjoyment, yes,” Joel answered.</p><p>He smiled at her, but inside he was freaking out. Four times? He’d never fucked Julia four times in a day. He’d never fucked her three times in a day.</p><p>“Are you okay?” Julia asked.</p><p>Joel was clearly failing in his efforts to hide his dismay. “Yeah. I mean…I don’t know. I’m sorry, I don’t want to be a downer. I’m just feeling a little anxious, is all. If the sex was that great with him, does that change anything for us?”</p><p>Julia answered by kissing Joel again. Somehow, this kiss was even more erotic than the first. She unzipped his pants and pulled out his cock. She wrapped her fingers around it and had him stiff in moments.</p><p>“It doesn’t change anything, Joel. It just means that I get to have a little more fun. You’re okay with that, right?” Julia asked as her fingers deftly moved over his erect shaft.</p><p>Joel nodded. He was lost in his lust for her.</p><p>“Quinn fucked me this morning before I left, but I’d be okay with it if you wanted to fuck me. Do you want that, Joel? Do you want to fuck your girlfriend?” Julia whispered.</p><p>“Yes, I want to fuck you,” Joel said.</p><p>Julia turned around and said, “Unzip me.”</p><p>He unzipped her dress and watched it fall to the floor. Julia turned around and modeled her lingerie for him before pulling down her panties and pushing Joel into his bed.</p><p>She pulled off his pants, straddled him, and took his cock into her pussy.</p><p>“He had to use a condom,” she said. “You don’t.”</p><p>Her pussy felt incredible. It was so wet and warm inside her. Julia moved her hips back and forth over Joel’s stiff cock. She was doing all the work.</p><p>She closed her eyes and Joel couldn’t help but wonder if she was thinking of Quinn. He tried to banish the thought from his head, but it remained.</p><p>The insecure thoughts didn’t stop Joel from enjoying his girlfriend’s pussy. He played with her breasts in the black lace bra and squeezed her tight ass. He listened to her moan as she started to ride him. He soaked in every bit of sensation available to him.</p><p>Then, he came inside her. It was quicker than usual. It felt better than usual, too.</p><p>“Fuck, Julia. Fuck!” Joel cried out as the orgasm ripped through him.</p><p>Julia leaned down and kissed Joel as his cum began to spill from her pussy. Her tongue slowly, sensually mingled with his as her hands ran through his hair.</p><p>Joel had cum, but he knew Julia hadn’t. He didn’t say anything, but there was a pit of anxiety in his stomach. Quinn had clearly made her cum. She wouldn’t have enjoyed herself that much if he hadn’t. He’d probably made her cum that morning. Joel had just failed to do so. He tried not to worry about it, but he couldn’t help it.</p><p>“That was lovely,” Julia said.</p><p>Joel kissed her. He hoped that she wasn’t directly comparing him to Quinn. He hoped that she’d think about all the other times they’d had sex and he’d made her cum. He pulled her close and tried his best not to let the insecure thoughts overwhelm him.</p>